Birthday

Hey everybody I turned 56 years young on Saturday, and I am finally getting my first ever apartment. I will be living in a disability community, but I have my own place, I can not wait. I can decorate it any way I want, with what I want on my small income. I still have about a week to go before I can move into the apartment, but soon I will be in my apartment. Isn’t it strange all the years you put into your life, but your life always seems to stray away from what your life should be like or should I say what you thought your life would be like. I did have a new mobile home, and I was working 2 jobs so I could have this home it was beautiful, but my second job went under and I got scared and turned the mobile home back. That was a mistake, I would have had it paid off by now, by when you get scared you just do crazy things.  Well I am starting my life again after 20 years with one company, and got hurt and had a heart attack all within 4 days, and I do not have anything to show for it, but I am starting over. I feel like I am being born again, or should I say I am coming out of my cocoon for the first time and I can not wait to get my life started again.